Sunday, June 19, 2005

He's me... I'm him...

Remember that line from Sixteen Candles? It kind of fits me at this point of my life. I look around and I just can't believe the mess created by me. Not just in the physical sense, but in the psychological also.

Over the last couple years it seems I am really angry at something. I don't know what it is,but denying it at this point would be fruitless. This anger has cost me many things. Now I am not talking of some Hulk-like rage that causes me to terrorize, but more of a passive-aggressive manor that seems to manifest itself when I least expect it to.

A comment here, a comment there... I leave my mark. Belittlement has become an artform. I really need to fix this...

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

This is often a product of being unhappy with the decisions and circumstances of your own life, and instead of "blaming" yourself or taking personal accountability and changing something, it's typically easier to just run with a short fuse or point out the imperfections in the lives around you.

generic music fan said...

Thank you..

Who are you?